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Wed Sep 30, 2009, 8:54 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: 3 Doors Down - Kryptonite
  • Reading: Ouran High School Host Club
SORRY GUYS
I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT DA AND NOW I HAVE TO REPLY SO MANY MESSAGES AND COMMENT YOUR PICS OH MY GOD
D:
SORRY
I'VE BEEN REALLY BUSY D:
I swear, I will go through everything...when I have more time.


And Kiuna, I will draw you something D: I didn't forget about it, I swear!
I really just had no time... Q_Q
Happy belated birthday anyway ... TT___TT

By the way... the mood thing on dA isn't changing. So now it's totally wrong. I'm so not lonely xD

Sorry for not being active. Not in the mood.

Thu Sep 10, 2009, 11:05 AM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Evanescence - Missing
Title says all. No need to continue reading.


But for the ones who care.

I'm feeling depressed right now.
I don't feel like posting anything now. I hope you can undestand. Somehow.

I dont really know what's going on. And I have no idea, what I should do.
I'm honestly frustrated. I can not do anything. Even if I wanted.
Everything I wanted just went so wrong.
And that pisses me off.

And I don't want to admit the fact that I want to die.

There are so many things I want to say. And do. But I'm afraid of peoples reactions.

I'm sorry.
I'll stop bothering you.
If someone even reads this shit.

Tagged.

Thu Aug 27, 2009, 9:23 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: As I Lay Dying - I Never wanted
  • Reading: D.Gray-Man
  • Watching: Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni ep. 4
  • Playing: Pokémon Platinum Version
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water
I've been tagged by ~rachelegranger

Rules:
1. Copy and paste these rules.
2. You must put 10 things about you.
3. In the end you must choose 8 people to tag.
4. Visit their page and leave a message saying that they have been tagged


1. I'm boring. Facts about me are not interesting at all.
2. I just discovered my passion for screamo music. Now I feel like something's wrong with me :XD:
3. I love fighting sports.
4. I've not been playing guitar for a long time, but I think I'm pretty good at it. And I show off that.
5. I give my guitars names. Their names are Okamoto, Gurke(german for cucumber) and Evil. -facepalm-
6. My kajal pencil's gone. It's frustrating, 'cause I just used it yesterday and now I can't find it.
7. I don't have any pets. I wish I did.
8. I'm afraid that my depression period is comming back soon. lol. Don't ask.
9. I just counted the number of my sketch pads. I have eight of them.
10. My hair is soo short. I regret that I cut it, even if it's three months ago. D: Even though I like my current hairstyle xD

Now tag people! :evillaugh:
...
I don't want. Time to break the rules! >D

Y'know, it had to be.

Tue Aug 25, 2009, 11:43 AM
  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: As I Lay Dying - Forsaken
  • Reading: D.Gray-Man
  • Watching: PORN. no, kidding
  • Playing: Pokémon Platinum Version
  • Eating: rice pudding
  • Drinking: something something
Soo.
Guess what, I'm back. Since one week actually. So it was about time for an update. But I've been busy.

About the art. I'll do my best. I don't have much time to draw, okay, that's my fault, but I have to use my holidays, as long as I can, 'cause there's only one week left and I still want to hang out with my friends. Deal with it.
I'll go through all the messages and deviantions later.

K. I'm trying to cut the England part, even though I know I'll write much.
Be aware. Looooooong text...

So, my stay was in Bournemouth.
I mean the town was nice. But the apartment. It was. Horrible.
It was all dirty and mouldy. My room was small. I mean really small. My suitcase didn't even really fit in. And the shower was. Damn. Cold.
My closet had no hangers so I was wondering where to put my clothes. Joy. And in the night, when I was lying in my bed, there was something sparkling on the ceiling. There were spots on the ceiling, and they were glowing in the dark. I had no idea, what it was, I turned on the light to take a closer look at it, but I couldn't find anything. It was so strange.
The kitchen (at the same time the common room of our flat (we were about 4 people)) was kinda strange too, we had two fridges and sometimes they were making strange noises...like...someone was hold captivated in there and wanted to come out. Lol. Or it sounded like some really weird orgasm xD Just... WHAT THE HELL?
Oh and our toaster was funny, too. 'Nuff said.
Aah, my flatmates were soo amusing xD Matilda and Julius were arguing all the time, I was just sitting on the couch and had so much fun waching them. They were both german. And then there was Carlo, but he was never really there. He was from Switzerland and when he spoke, it was hard to understand, anyways xD
The guys in my class were cool, actually we didn't learn anything. xD We were laughing all through the lessons, kinda annoying, but the teacher was such an idiot xD
During this England trip I lost sooo much money, it's almost scary.
I was in London, too. In the weekend. I think I love London. Really. I could live there, I guess. :D
First we went to one of this sightseeing tours and guess what. It was soooo boring, I died like a hundered times. But then we got freetime and I can't remember everything I've done xD
Back to Bournemouth. The beach was very beautiful, we went there almost everyday. And the town was awesome. I spent so much moneeeeey. TT__TT That's sad.
And I went to the disco. I didn't like it. But I like the dress I wore. I bought it in the town and it's FABULOUS. I looked handsome *narcissistic* >D
Aaand every friday there were fireworks at the beach *_* It was sooo beautifuuuul <3 I was watching them with all my friends there from my class and my flat. We were all like "Oooooh! Awwwww!".
One of the most beautiful moments of my life ;o;
The farewell was sad. Really sad. Because everyone had to take another bus back home, so nobody was driving back together. Everyone was crying, it was really hard not to burst into tears. Yeahh... My sentimental side. lol

...
Wah.
I didn't even want to write that much D:
I did, though.
But. I have some nice memories now. Haha.
Even if I didn't really learn anything new. Laaaaaaame. :(
Yeah. Shudup.
No? Then I'll do.

Away for two weeks.

Thu Jul 30, 2009, 2:05 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Empty Trash - Garden Of Growing Hearts
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: dust.
  • Playing: Tetris
  • Eating: cereals
  • Drinking: milk?
Just to let you know. Again xD

I'll be in England. OHYEA.
That means I'll have no updates and new art here. Sorry D:
But I'll take my sketch pad with me and yeah xD

Anyway. Good bye^^
Have tons of fun :D


...
Uh oh. And I still can't find my Gameboy.
:(

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